| we'll feel so alive. |
[14 Aug 2008|06:22pm] |
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TOMORROW IS GOING TO BE AWESOME!
=D
wow, a happy entry?
it's been a while!
Rosie and I are travelling to Tralee to shop for shoes, clothes, school things.
And then we shall be going to lunch.
I shall be playing songs in a restaurant.
After, we shall be making fools of ourselves around the town. And most likely buying more things.
And it shall be great!
And hopefully, we shall meet a lot of good-looking men to take my mind off the fact that I don't feel the same way about my boyfriend that I did two years ago.
=D
YAY!
Awesome, awesome.
I'm excited.
I also haven't hung out properly with Rosie since I got back from Dublin on Sunday, so it'll be nice to.
And then she shall be staying at my house Thursday, and we can get wasted =]
Good week ahead, good week.
Being happy is nice.
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| So if you're lonely... |
[03 Aug 2008|11:02pm] |
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Whistle For The Choir ♥ The Fratellis |
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What can I say?
Today has consisted of me sitting around, crying my eyes out and feeling sorry for myself.
Just like every other day.
I'm so fucking emotional lately.
My brother visited us today, and when he left, I fucking cried.
I mean, come on! He visits every few days, why the fuck was I so sad about it?
I don't even understand my own moods.
I get random urges to burst into tears lately. And I don't even know why.
And the worst part is that no one notices.
No one cares that I'm feeling like this.
Yeah, I never care about other people's feelings. I'm being hypocritical. I don't fucking care.
I'm so sick of having no one to talk to.
My own 'best friends' I can't even stand.
I'm so sick of this.
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| Some people have it and other people don't. |
[12 Feb 2008|11:34pm] |
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the hum of the computer. |
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Forget the things we swore we meant.
LIARCHEATERIHATEYOU!
That's what I'd like to say.
But it wouldn't work out, as such, seeing as that's me, and not you.
I'm a terrible person.
I live for pleasure and sucks to be those who get in my way.
I'm sorry, sweetie, I love you but this is too much.
Too far.
Too deep.
And I'm too shallow.
I fucking love you.
But sweetie, he's waiting for me outside and this letter is probably another you'll never see.
He's nothing.
Nothing compared to you.
He's a fool.
And you always tasted sweeter anyway.
And I hate myself for hurting you.
I hate myself for thinking it would be best for me.
I hate the way I love being used.
At least I'm something.
Forever and always.
Something.
Someone.
<3
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| and i'm not who i used to be. |
[29 Aug 2007|09:50pm] |
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Libertherme ♥ Behemoth |
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And I'll be here by the ocean
Just waiting for proof that there's sunsets and silhouette dreams.
This just isn't the same anymore =|
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| lol. |
[12 Jul 2007|07:41am] |
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Jamie All Over ♥ Mayday Parade |
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idk.
havent slept in 72 hours =)
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| I can never lose it |
[05 Jul 2007|02:44am] |
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Limousine ♥ Brand New |
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Well I love you so much, but do me a favor baby, don't reply.
'cause I can dish it out, but I can't take it.
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| Anyone can feel ashamed |
[04 Jul 2007|01:58am] |
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My Promiscuous Daughter ♥ CKY |
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I dunno.
I don't feel like going into huge detail about everything.
It's like there's no life left in me.
I'm going to see my 'friends' tomorrow.
Maybe that'll cheer me up.
Doubtful.
Oh well.
I have nothing to talk about.
There's probably something.
I just can't think.
I nearly killed myself last week skateboarding.
That's something.
Man, I can feel the gloom radiating off this entry.
I dunno.
Nothing even happened.
I guess it's just one of those... I would say 'days' there but it's been the past few weeks so.
I'm not too worried though.
I need new friends.
Like ones that care.
Mhm.
Bye.
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| Mhm. |
[03 Jul 2007|06:51am] |
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Escape From Hellview ♥ CKY |
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jess margera = <3
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| Sleep brings release, and the hope of a new day |
[23 Jun 2007|05:41pm] |
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I'm Like a Lawyer With the Way I'm Always Trying to Get You Off ♥ Fall Out Boy |
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I woke up at 4pm and my parents were gone.
I think they're back now though.
I hear noises.
I went to sleep at 9am.
You poor, sweet, innocent thing, dry your eyes and testify.
The birds outside keep flying by and scaring me.
Sometimes they look like arms swooping down to catch their prey in the reflection in this monitor.
We're the new face of failure.
That picture of Bert McCracken on my wall is staring at me and I feel uncomfortable.
Oh my god, a rubber!
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| That boy's got woe. |
[20 Jun 2007|04:14am] |
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Woe ♥ Say Anything |
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It's 4:15am D:
I need to pee.
Oh yeah.
I got a new LJ.
This is it =|
RIP caisxcroi.
even though it's still alive...
shut up.
I need a shower.
I wanna go out tomorrow.
I think I'm staying at my friends house.
We're gonna watch scary movies @_@
How enticing.
She said "I can't get laid in this town
Without these pointy fucking shoes.
My feet are so black and blue and so are you."
I've been listening to this song for the entire day.
I'm really tired.
I haven't slept in over a week.
It was a dare =|
I'm so close so breaking it.
So close.
I really need to pee.
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